Sometimes I feel like I’m throwing friezes of light into the void. I realize some people catch these frisbees. But does it really matter? I am going through a momentary reassessment. What am I doing this for? Has anyone been comforted or inspired, or at least feel less alone?
I want to say here that your comments and likes mean a lot – not just to me, but to all the people who show up and encourage me in these chaotic times. Thank you to those who let me know that they were touched in some way by my offerings. Please know that the energetic emanation of love and appreciation is a form of currency that is priceless. Like when we bless our food with gratitude for every person, plant and animal that had anything to do with the meal in front of us. Imagine all that has to do with the chain of connection that ultimately creates what we feed on with the blessings of our love and gratitude. The energy is real, and the energy of gratitude that we send out will reach all people if we want it to.
I chose the Flower of Life as an image for this essay because it illustrates how we are all connected – to each other in the bigger picture of the whole world – in the Collective Consciousness – to each other in our online communities and the communities where we live. We are awakening to these energetic connections as well as our connection to the Earth on which we live. This is the flower of life image as I see the crystal grid surrounding the entire Earth. And I feel like it illustrates how our energy is connecting and amplifying into the world.
There is a false teaching inherent in our human understanding of our place in the world that says we are all separate. That we are separate from each other and from the planet that feeds and cares for us. It is a form of thought that focuses only on the mind, a scientific approach that ignores the heart and intuition; our inner knowledge. This thought form loses its power in our consciousness as we experience more and more of our intuitive knowledge. We have a brilliant navigational tool in our hearts, and balancing the heart-mind connection opens us up to experience the world in a whole new way.
Our intuitive and telepathic abilities become stronger as we pay attention to and trust what we feel. Our body is a sensitive receiver and transmitter, our heart draws energy into the field around us. We can perceive the feelings of others without words, because our energy fields affect each other viscerally, beyond our thinking mind. Our heart becomes the driving force of our lives, and our mind is our tool for navigating the physical world.
Back to the point. Many of us reevaluate where we are and where we want to go. I’ve talked to a lot of people so I know I’m not the only one asking this question. This desire to change also seeped into our place of residence, many of us have the desire to move, but we don’t know where to go. I sit with this whole thing myself.
I closed my website a few weeks ago. My intention is to restore something to another platform – a free platform. But again, I wonder what the point is. This question keeps coming up. I’m at a turning point, like many. Current astrology supports this feeling of restlessness and wanting to do things differently, to move to a new place, to support ourselves in a new way. I trust that the outcome will be the same as the new frequency I am rising to and surrender to not knowing where I am going. When I accept that I am in a transitional, pivotal moment, I begin to see certain things that pop up and bring them to my attention. So I have some inspirational ideas to focus on and ask myself what I need to let go of to move forward.
I see myself standing in the middle of a circle, turning and groping in the four directions, below and above. where am i I feel the pull to let go and float up, letting go of all that I cared about, that no longer mattered to my heart. Let it go. Surrender to chaos. I also feel the Earth pulling me into its depths. I feel at ease as I float through crystal tunnels into caverns illuminated by golden and purple inner light. I want to tune into the depths of the Earth, I want to know what is our true history of human beings on Earth. I feel like we know this information is in our blood. Our ancient ancestors are within us. I want to remember their stories, to feel them awakening in me. We have the wisdom within us to help us navigate where we are as Humanity right now on Earth. It is interesting to me that at this moment I am more connected to the ascension of the spirit and connection to the Earth. The four directions create a structure that holds me in place as I create a bridge to above and below.
I go in to ask for a message from the Mightiness of Being.
You are the ones holding up the sky. Every sound you make, every energetic focus, speaks to the world around you. Make it beautiful, make it loving. Everything you test with each other, you test everything for each other, you test everything for yourselves. Make it loving, make it joyful. When you gather, imagine that your gathering is in a golden sphere of love. You create flowers of love wherever you go. Bring it into focus. Be careful what you focus on. Love gives strength. Browsing the day’s news can be frustrating, but if you do, don’t forget to shower yourself with love afterward. Everyone will experience how powerful you are when you put your hearts together. The big change you are experiencing has to do with unity consciousness. It is an evolutionary leap in consciousness. What you are experiencing now is the disintegration of what was, which can no longer be sustained, so you see the structure of something long ago being exposed and collapsing. This top-down structure can no longer be sustained in the expanded energetic vibration of the Earth. You can see this change in your life, big or small, and you can see it in the outside world.
Don’t despair, don’t give up. You are here on this timeline to maintain love. Find a way to get together in person. You’ve experienced so much through your computers and the technology that allows you to see and communicate with each other through your computers, and that’s all well and good, but in personal gatherings you can enjoy each other’s company, and depending on the gathering, you can combine your energies to consciously send love, peace, and comfort into the world. But you don’t even need this intention, know that whatever you do personally with people, it creates a flower of love, joy, cheerfulness, tenderness, and it radiates into the ethers of the Earth. When we dance together, play music or make music together, in book clubs, knitting groups, create together, play together, we all experience a greater sense of a heightened energy together.
You all have psychic abilities and they are awakening within you. Telepathy is becoming more prevalent as you learn to trust your intuition and inner knowing, as people begin to listen to their hearts and let their hearts guide them, instead of their brains, you become more and more powerful in what opens up to you in your daily life.
I am referring to the No Kings Marches that will be held in the United States on March 28th. I have a feeling these gatherings will happen in other places around the world. Because We The People come together. There will be joy, there will be strength to push back the energy of oppression. So I will hold the vision that these gatherings will be surrounded by golden rose light to amplify the joy protected by love.
We are currently in the disintegration stage of the world structure. It’s confusing, scary and tragic. But we will come out of it, awaken to new inspiration and possibility, and love will lift you into this frequency of innocence and freedom. This light exists within us right now, it is up to us to nurture this light, the flame of love and playfulness. Ride the waves of laughter that bubble up like a spring of fresh, sweet water, ride that wave into the bright horizon of our unfolding true freedom. Have fun!
So, THAT is the point. Love is the point. Fun and creativity are the key. The point is to move out from under the dense hierarchical structure of patriarchy into the circles of love and expansion. This is our destiny and we must nurture this love within ourselves and radiate it into our world in harmony with the Earth. This is the frequency that breaks the pyramid apart. In our little lives, we ordinary heroes will be dominated if we focus on love.
For now, we can decide to put down our tools and turn to our community, our immediate environment, the people around us. Making real personal connections and being in nature as well. Here in the Northern Hemisphere, it’s time to start thinking about seeds and planting as the snow begins to melt and eventually sink water into the thirsty ground.
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Stay tuned for my new website, which will have new energetic offers, as well as my blog Being Powerful. You can also find me on YouTube (Leilah at Integral Soul) walking in the woods with my two canine companions, Dave and Lyra.
Love and Blessings to all.
Leilah and The Enormity of Being
