Pamela Kribbe channels Jeshua
Dear friends, I am Jeshua, brother, friend, comrade. I stand by your side and hug you.
Man has great depths. It is essential that, as a human being, you temporarily forget your soul when you descend into the world of the senses and embrace the prevailing social ideals: the misconceptions, fears, illusions in the earthly atmosphere. When you take that leap of faith by incarnating on Earth, you already know in advance that you will lose touch with your soul in order to deeply embrace the influences of Earth, life here, and the circumstances you choose.
When you take this life so deeply that it hurts and eventually starts to suffocate you, you will soon discover: it’s not me Circumstances arise in your life at this point that cause you to dig deep and begin to wonder, “Who am I really, regardless of the circumstances I was given as a child by my parents and my education and schooling?” who are you really?
When there is a crisis in your life, when people leave you or situations change drastically and you are left alone, the challenge is to turn to a source within yourself, a well that exists beyond the earth, and that is your soul. Your soul often comes to life in an earthly incarnation under circumstances that are very challenging and deeply hurtful. You suffer because your earthly self wants to become part of the world around you on Earth.
All humans have the tendency to adapt to the collective energy that dominates the Earth. As a child, you want to be loved, to be held in the arms of your parents. You want to be nourished both mentally and emotionally, so you look for this nourishment in the world around you: first from your parents, and later it extends to your peers, or you look for success and recognition in your work. You try to nourish yourself in all kinds of ways to feel alive and inspired.
Everyone wants to live and be happy. However, at some point you discover very deeply that these external influences cannot give you what you are really looking for: your own core, your own soul, which is not defined by your past, your upbringing or all the circumstances, but that which brings something fresh and new to this earthly reality. It is precisely your misaligned self that brings you back to your inner core. It is the part of you that cannot adapt, that has created friction with the energy of your parents, your education, your work and the people around you, the part of you that feels alienated and often lonely, that leads you back to your soul, your deepest being.
It would be ideal if the world around you, starting with your parents, helped you find your inner core, your soul; that they, people and situations, welcomed your true self, the new you brought. And that’s the direction things need to go now. The outer world should serve the inner world of people, but we have not yet developed to this point. There is still a lot of fear and covert influence in the collective atmosphere of the world. For centuries, people have learned to survive by suppressing their authentic heartfelt urges. And that suppression was so fundamental and created for so many different reasons that the result is that it still doesn’t come naturally to you to express your true self. I’m held back by old fears that are passed down from generation to generation until they reach your parents.
The challenge now is to make a change, to change the dynamic, to turn around, to do a full turn, so to speak, and say, “No, this is not what I want, this is not who I am.” An inner call, an inner urge makes you feel like you want things to be different. In this impulse lies your originality, the new you have brought, and above all, to experience it in yourself. You are here for yourself to evolve yourself and connect your soul to the Earth and through this process create change to send your light into the world around you and help you tap into the collective energy of the Earth with a new and different consciousness. But start with yourself – that’s the key, that’s the source of change.
Now I would like to give you a specific exercise that will help you to awaken the energy of your soul even more. When a child is born on Earth, it has a mother and a father who struggle with their own fears, even though their child usually has very good intentions. But it often fails to provide you with the actual energy of motherhood and fatherhood that you desire. Motherhood and fatherhood are archetypal energies; a kind of universal force, a cosmic force that holds creation together: male and female.
I ask you now to bring your attention down into your belly, take a quiet breath, and connect in a very calm way with the child you were as a child. Feel the child in your belly, look at it, welcome it for a moment, and ask yourself, “What does this child need most? How did it meet this need? Was it the lack of loving, empowering father energy, or the lack of gentle, unconditional mother energy?”
Imagine that a male leader is standing before you, representing the paternal, paternal energy that was originally intended for you, and also imagine that a female leader is standing before you, representing the maternal, motherly energy in its original form. They see you and want to give you their energy so that you feel supported as you follow your soul’s path. This happens regardless of the ideas that are still dominant in society, regardless of the fears you have internalized. Ask one of them for advice. Focus on one of the two conductors and let its energy flow into you. Choose the one that attracts you the most right now. Look and feel which energy wants to come to you and help you. These energies are always available to you; they support and invite you to wake up to your true self.
You often know a lot in your mind and heart. You understand the existing spiritual laws, the meaning behind many events, but the greatest pain and thus the greatest helplessness is at the level of emotions: your inner child. However, it may even know a lot at the level of the belly, the inner child, where there are often real obstacles, injuries, and traumas. That’s why it’s so important to literally put your hands on your belly, sending warmth there, and let cosmic energies, such as father-mother energies, feed you. These energies are always there for you, regardless of your relationship with your earthly father and mother. Feel the support and strength of these guides and nurture your inner child. Ask for what you need and trust that you will get it.
Thank you very much for your attention and presence.
© Pamela Kribbe
Translated by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan
